I feel that i've got alot to write today as i felt so stuck inside my heart now, i feel so guilty about how i talked to you just now, Angie. I know you felt upset, i can see even if you did not say out. I am sorry darling, you know i still love you. I really dint mean it, i feel some conscience in my heart after i hung up the phone. I told Ken about it, i hope you could feel better now. Faster use computer and visit my blog. ): . I am sorry Angie, dont sad okay. (:

Another thing i have to write, this is for my dearest baby! Count down from today which is 28June2009 it's 10more days to me and baby's 1year! I feel so excited, i dont know why either. Just looked forward for the day to come.

• For all the things that you had done for me i'll appreciate
• I dint know you are so important to me, dint know that you'll love like no one ever does.
• I dont expect anything from you, as long as you give me trust and forgive me for my silliness each time i'm satisfied.
• You're part of my life, without you there's no more oxygen and nothing is left for me to survive anymore.
  
• Last thing for you, it's sound so simple but it feel so deep it's Thankyou and I love you.
  I hope this relationship will hold on till the day i last hold my breathe. (:

This is what i want to write. Its for Angie and baby. My lovelyyyyyyyyyyy.