I dont even unds wht's with this world!
Seriously! Family goes like this, love goes like this.
Every post of mine, there will be something not happy.

I rant my emotions t my blog! Cause nobody can share how i feel!
Fuck! Wht June holiday is this? Nobody unds! Just nobody. I stay @home, YOU CFM MUST FIND FAULT WITH ME! Last time, everyday you go out! You took my clothes&wear, without asking. Now, I do it th same. Why cant i uh? You fucking do wht t me you better rmber this hard! Throw chair @me when you're fighting with me uh? YOU TREAT ME AS YOUR DOG OR YOU SISTER? You want something, you treat me good. Talk t me nicely, but when i say NO your attitude just change! Fucking shout @me.
Ya! I go out, because i knw if i stay @home cfm will fight will quarrel. Tht's why im always out. Just because of one fucking small thing, you always want t make it big! Shout @me, look @me in tht fucking way! I am your sister leh, i am not your dog you knw ma? You not happy you want t beat you beat, you happy you want t talk t me then you talk want t play with me then you play. Fuck!
I tore your shirt when we fight&said sorry t you. But did you ever fucking apologise t me, when you throw tht fucking chair&th scar is still there till now? Never! Sisters always share things together, you take mine. I take yours. This is wht i always thought last time when you took my things though now you Never. But why i take your things you need t fucking shout @me instead of talking in a better way? YA! I HAVE NO RIGHTS IN THIS HOUSE!

Of cause i dont have any rights.
But, do you need t push everything t tht limit? Do you need t treat me like a dog t let you beat when you're unhappy? Ya, you all will only say im crazy! Of cause im crazy! You all dont even knw wht's happening. YOU ONLY WILL SAY, I GO OUT&DRINK. FUCK IT! Ask my friend la, i got drink ma? Ask Carolyn, i go tht chalet tht time. I only take half of th cup leh. Can you just think anot?! CAN SOMEBODY JUST HELP ME THINK ANOT? Give me space t explain anot? I HATE THIS WORLD! HATE MY LIFE! Everybody go home, is t rest&home is a peaceful place. But why whenever im out i dont fucking want t go home anymore! THE THINGS YOU ALL SAID CAN JUST HURT SOMEBODY DEEP DOWN. But did you knw? Or did mummy even knw? Everything you do, you are always right, I let it be alr. Shouting back, because you did it th same way! Sometimes, i do something for you. You knw I ALWAYS HAVE TO THINK TWICE! Even though it's just a lil thing tht i do for you, i also have t think. DO YOU EVEN FUCKING APPRECIATE OR NOT? You live with me for 14yrs! But why it seems tht you dont unds me @all? You treat me like tht, of cause i'll return th same! I buy something, you always have t say I spend mummy $! Ya, though it's her $ but those $ is nt directly from her, I save it&buy it! But you dont even fucking knw! You just say without thinking! Your $ LOST YOU SAY I STEAL, Ezlink card LEFT IT ON MY BAG. YOU SAY I STEAL. But did you think before you say anot? Wht for i do all these? Fuck! Can I just die anot? If i die, you happy? Everyday quarrel, you not tired meh? Everyday shout you not tired? Forget it la. To you, to mummy. To everybody. Im the same uh? My attitude is th same, everything's th same. Even if i rant all these anger here. You all also wont knw. It's ok. Im use t it. No matter how hard im trying t show my best, you all also wont knw. Then wht for uh?
Im tired alr. I hope somebody will knw, somebody can unds thts all!